A state of restlessness that is quite serious. I did it. I will therefore be able to handle it.
I'm aware it is one of them phases where my perspective is so narrow I only see the black spot of that big artwork. And 1984 isn't a healthy choice for a pick-me-up.
Besides, as soon as I was done with the damn book, I was thinking of another Palahniuk marathon - wtf- then I thought of A.S. - what the freaking f- and then I though of the Tablets of Thoth - I mean come on-.
All my intake lately has been a whirlpool of sufferance, manipulation, grief, and more of manipulation under headless or inexistent gods' eyes. I need a FRESH PERSPECTIVE, not other nails for my coffin.
Whatever you say Adam K.